The battle of the bulge continues

Hello. I am finally ready to get serious about losing weight. I have been on first one diet than another and I have always gained the weight back and a few friends. I love to cook, bake and eat. I have decided that there is one thing I like better than eating... LIVING. I am tired of feeling like a blob and hating myself so much that I just stuff my face more.

I am a Christian and recently heard a sermon about caring for ourselves and holding ourselves as important.... Why because God cared enough about us to send his only son to die for us, and that he loves me enough he would have sent him just for me, that is powerful and thought provoking.

Tomorrow I go to the hospital and have my adjustable gastric ban tightened so that I can lose weight again. I am going to also see a nutritionist and the coordinator for the weight loss program at the hospital. Will continue this as a way of coping with the loss of my friend food.